behnd_theseeyes

Wed, 14 Sep 2005 19:07:00 GMT

I Love how you will drive 20 minutes just to kiss me before you have to go again.
I love it.
I love it.
I love it.

Mon, 12 Sep 2005 20:00:21 GMT

everyones a hypocrite.

You look so good in blue

Tue, 06 Sep 2005 20:03:10 GMT

So this weekend was good.
Got into the game for free with my handy boyfriend..
♥
stayed for a little while..
Got bored..
Left for taco bell :)
mmm..
We went to the undie party saturday..
it's weird seeing people with clothes on now.
Everyone was gone..
half the people were dressed.
assholes.
Killer hangover the next day.
lol...

I tried on about a billion dresses at the Florida mall yesterday and none of them were the pizzaz I'm looking for. I need to look more....

I'm really stressed out with school and all the work I have to keep up with. It seems like I come home from school, take a nap and do homework until I either go to bed or see Shaun. I just want to get out of high school and on with whatever happens after.

I want to get drunk...
this sucks.

Time for a nap.

Sun, 28 Aug 2005 22:13:32 GMT

For everyone who doesn't know what today is,
It's an anniversary for something very important,
But yesterday was even more important.
Cause it was my 1 year w/ Shaun
It was HOT.
I ♥ you baby.

Wed, 24 Aug 2005 02:41:53 GMT

I'm sick
it's all your fault.
thats right.

I'm stressing out
blahhh

♥

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 19:02:54 GMT

First week of school...
ehh
I already have a project.
Tons of homework.
Plus 2 classes online.
I spilt pepsi on my seat.
It stained.
I'm never letting pepsi into my jeep again.
The weekend was good.
I said goodbye to Kayleigh..
I already miss her.
I went to the beach.
I'm sunburnt.
My ass looks like the American flag
Red and white with a blue bruise.

I love my boyfriend.
The end.

Sat, 06 Aug 2005 21:34:36 GMT

BEG TENNIS --> Mottola
ALG 2 PRE-AP --> Bingle
ENG 3 PRE-AP --> Keegan
AMER HIST PRE-AP --> Beard
DRAW 1 --> Taylor
AP-ENV SCIENCE --> Roman

Comment if you love me.

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Tue, 02 Aug 2005 03:01:57 GMT

So much has happened lately...

I was hit by a dirty mexican really hard and he drove off. Candice and I were in shock and didn't have our thinking caps on at the time... it sucked. I cried. My dad didn't care. Hmm

We picked up her paycheck and went to the mall and got food... later on i picked up Jenny & JImmy and we went to the Amazon village mall to check out the dollar store & Jimmy won everyone stuffed aminals from one of those coin machines. Then to panera and back to my place... blah blah blah

I hung out with Kayleigh a few times this week.. i'm going to miss her & Jimmy & Julie when they move.. jeez

Saturday.. I went to a funeral and then I picked up Jimmy b/c he was having problems with his girlfriend... we went to the park and then we got megas from the KFC. I got Jenny and Shuan camee over and we went to a party. We got Jimmy drunk for the first time.. it was great. Then Shaun fallowed me home and he got me really drunk "to take advantage of me" but it was the other way around and we are back together now. & so I'm pretty happy and hopefully everything will be made right again and yuh... i love him

today I went to the beach ... and some people are such liars haha. anyways, I saw AShly and I hadn't seen her in forever!! And It was all good fun until Kristen got stung and had everyone pee on her.

okay thats all.
someone do me a favor and rub aloe on my back..

Live for what makes you real.

Fri, 29 Jul 2005 17:01:59 GMT

When I was little I had this friend named Alex. She moved as I was going into middle school & she was one of the sweetest and most beautiful girls...

Last night, I was watching a movie with my sister Donia, and my mom called. Alex's older brother died. I don't really remember him and I'm not trying to make anyone sad or feel bad but I was just thinking about life n stuff. And it's weird because we never know what's going to happen.. or when we are going to die. And I was thinking.. about what's really important. And its not the everyday things that we should be after.. we shouldn't be so preoccupied with image and money and stuuf.. because none of that is really going to matter when we die right? It's like the only that really matters is the people we love.. like friends and as much as I hate to say it family. I think love makes us real.. but umm yeah, enough of that

Idk maybe I'm just overthinking something I don't need to right now.
Just some thoughts..

Someone tell me what's going on tonight.

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 16:58:51 GMT

So I had a change of heart.
I'm sorry I ever deleted you livejournal.
lol
So I got my license last week.
That night I went out to eat with:
Candice,
Jinessa (sp?),
Mallory,
Kristen
&Allie.
I was called a bitch by some high guy in a Ford explorer.. eww
Afterwards, we didn't want to go home. So Kristen and I drove around and saw Alex running// funniest shit ever.

Thursday Kristen Spent the night.
She smelt like garbage.. lol jk
We went to Robbys for a late-night snack.
then steak n shake.
we finally went to bed at like 2?

Friday we went to the beach.
We met up with Josh, Drake & Margaret.
Drake is officially the sweetest guy ever.
My sister hit Kristens car :o
It was really HOT outside!!
We all went to Kristens to swim.
Then we went to get pizza.
Then to see Jenny and Josh..
but Jenny wasn't working.
Then to my place to watch Movies.
American pie 1&2
It was awesome.
They left at like 2 or 3

Anyways, I have to cut this short so I can go to my SSTs house.
<333333

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 03:36:18 GMT

HCO Cutii: for once in my life i understand what love is all about, and its NOT about how much time you spend with a person, and it isnt measured by how much u want to get in their pants.. it's about the measure of your knowledge and faith in a person, putting all of your trust in their hands and trusting them to not break your heart.. it's like giving up a world of emotions just for one solitary person
HCO Cutii: hoping for glory and even if it isn't perfect, youre willing to work through whatever to be with that person for the rest of your life
HCO Cutii: they would try their very best to not hurt you in anyway
HCO Cutii: love is a sacrifice
HCO Cutii: and a compromise between two people
HCO Cutii: giving a little of themselves for the good of the other person
HCO Cutii: love is best any time..it's watching it blossom into something so spectacular the words to explain it are endless